she's not happy.
she's not satisfied.
she's not excited about her 21st.

she's hoping Jesus would come back real soon.

DKNY watch.
CK watch.
Schnauzer.
HP notebook.
a new cell.
mini cooper.
diploma cert.
outta RP.
loyal friends.
february 12.
red packet with fat cash.
backpacking to aussie.
adrenaline rush activities.
a change of personality.
simply anything.

i try to smile my tears away, i try to keep my cool.
but one more door gets in my way, i feel like such a fool.
trampled and bitter
my heart just wants to bleed and stop.
it feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free.
we stumbled and we crumbled and we are sinking to our knees.

that scene keeps flashing through my mind, and i couldn't forget about it.
i couldn't focus well
but no way am i gonna forget about it no matter how much pain and tears it gonna costs.

it's painful losing someone forever like you,
i pray for you to be in my dream someday.

how are you doing up there now, i wonder.
are you watching over us now?
i hope you are.
then you'll know how much we're missing you.

you'll Always be in our loving memories. (:
Rest in peace, cousin Wenlong. :)
 

i just hope that things would be better.
things are not as smooth after that one incident.
can someone tell me why?
how much does it worth to them?
does it worth a price to them that they can afford to lose it without thinking?
it's not the parties involved that are suffering.
it's the ones out of the circle.
it's ME, ME, ME!
"Dear Lord, i pray that tomorrow will be a better day."

 

elaine is tired. tired to the extent that it's the first time during her morning driving lesson she yearns for time to pass by quickly so that she could be home to take a nap. whatever the instructor tells her doesn't seem to register into her head and causes many mistakes. that's how tired she is. yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn!

4 more days for my love to arrive; awaiting patiently with anticipation. (:

i finally ordered and bought my blackberry bold! so excited can and also feeling abit uneasy coz it's the first time i sign up a new line and buy a phone on my own. afraid that things go wrong here and there. but thanks to Roven for offering me help all along. hoho! (:
can't wait to receive it this coming week! hehehehehehe.

movie marathon tml! will be catching 2 movies with mr Roven.

ahhh. that guy's really something. "stop pestering us will you!"