i try to smile my tears away, i try to keep my cool.
but one more door gets in my way, i feel like such a fool.
trampled and bitter
my heart just wants to bleed and stop.
it feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free.
we stumbled and we crumbled and we are sinking to our knees.

that scene keeps flashing through my mind, and i couldn't forget about it.
i couldn't focus well
but no way am i gonna forget about it no matter how much pain and tears it gonna costs.

it's painful losing someone forever like you,
i pray for you to be in my dream someday.

how are you doing up there now, i wonder.
are you watching over us now?
i hope you are.
then you'll know how much we're missing you.

you'll Always be in our loving memories. (:
Rest in peace, cousin Wenlong. :)
 

i just hope that things would be better.
things are not as smooth after that one incident.
can someone tell me why?
how much does it worth to them?
does it worth a price to them that they can afford to lose it without thinking?
it's not the parties involved that are suffering.
it's the ones out of the circle.
it's ME, ME, ME!
"Dear Lord, i pray that tomorrow will be a better day."

 

elaine is tired. tired to the extent that it's the first time during her morning driving lesson she yearns for time to pass by quickly so that she could be home to take a nap. whatever the instructor tells her doesn't seem to register into her head and causes many mistakes. that's how tired she is. yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn!

4 more days for my love to arrive; awaiting patiently with anticipation. (:

i finally ordered and bought my blackberry bold! so excited can and also feeling abit uneasy coz it's the first time i sign up a new line and buy a phone on my own. afraid that things go wrong here and there. but thanks to Roven for offering me help all along. hoho! (:
can't wait to receive it this coming week! hehehehehehe.

movie marathon tml! will be catching 2 movies with mr Roven.

ahhh. that guy's really something. "stop pestering us will you!"

world work war 3

yesterday marks the last day of our beloved trainer at marina square, who has trained us patiently back at The Central. i still prefer working at The Central though. =/ 
even though our managers has high expectations on us, nevertheless, we still had umpteen fun and laughter. 
 












throughout these one month or so working there, more or less there are both sweet and bitter moments.
sweet: colleagues
bitter: naggings, scoldings, mistakes, late night roll calls.
work at TheCentral is so much better coz there are little or no bitter moments.

how am i suppose to sustain till i graduate??

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i detest guys who i just get to know them, to be super duper sticky to me.
one experience last week but thankfully, he's GONE!
*poof!
whenever i ignore his text msges or calls, he will ring up my friend and ask.
GOSH!
i feel so irritated can!
grrrrrrrrrrr. !@#$%

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i'm so gonna get a blackberry this oct!
fed up with my "insensitive" phoney.
whenever i cut my nails, i have difficulties using the damn phone.

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if i were given a choice between one billion bucks and true love, i will choose the billion bucks without hesitation.
tsk !
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 i randomly went to check out on my old old old blog that i had during my high school days and OMG, feel so embarrassing when i read it. from relationship stuff, to school stuff, to church stuff, to blablabla.
i can see my transformation.